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    September 23

    天真蓝

    人是个矛盾体，经常想的这样，做的那样，然后自责，然后为自己开脱找借口，反反复复。
    矛盾的时候呢，就特别的痛苦，因为不断的自我肯定和否定，简直成了精分教（精神分裂）的一员。尴尬很多时候，矛盾的根源来自于“理智与情感”的斗争，自己与自己的斗争。

    总之我经常做内部斗争，今天晚上想好了明天起再也不怎么怎么了，明天起又宽慰自己说人生何其短，干嘛不做些自己开心的事呢，结果还是我行我素，晚上再回去自我检讨。困惑

    抱定了主意，并且能够实行到底，这样的人大概是有超乎寻常的内功吧，大概好多人的生命就像我一样，在反反复复中蹉跎过去啦，结果这也没做好，那也没做好。没办法，谁让自己只是个意志薄弱的普通人呢。

    昨天之前我觉得活得很潇洒的呀，怎么一过完生日就蔫了呢。我要哭了，其实俺很有自知之明的，不用您一直来提醒我吧~~囧囧囧
     
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    昕 刘wrote:
    知道该怎么做但不能完全做到总比连该怎么做都不知道强
    没必要跟自己较劲啦
    Sept. 24
    jane wangwrote:
    人事部规定，上班写日记必须交罚款，交到我家就好了，反正也近哦
     
    Sept. 23
    霜 吴wrote:
    长大了，成熟了，总是好的
    Sept. 23
    钊 王wrote:
    其实大家都这样的说。
    Sept. 23
    宇翔 陈wrote:
    开心点啦
    Sept. 23
    liyanwrote:
    再坚强的人也有脆弱的一面，不过我相信你会很快调整好的：）
    Sept. 23
    Shadow Wuwrote:
    员工手册没规定上班时候不可以写日志
    Sept. 23
    小奔猪 付wrote:
    1、你感受的不过是芸芸众生正在经历的，等习惯了就好了，我就习惯了，天天混，也不觉得难受了。
    2、你上班还写日志？
    Sept. 23

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